You wanted to know th reason, I let you know.
I really wished it didnt happen at all ;
Can you rather make me forget this?
Do we really have to end here?
Maybe so, It hurts alot .

After this, I will close down this blog.
I tired of my life So does I tired of you.

1. I think this will be th last time we be tgt.
2. I realize after being back with you after 1 year,
3. You're no longer th boy I loved in th past.
4. It wasn't easy fr me to say break ;

But when I know that you took another girls' number,
It was th same feeling as how I know you like Zhenfang.
I believe, We shouldn't be tgt at th first place.

I really have a big quarrel with him ystd and end-up with a Break.
I think for this time, I could never ever stand that.
People come telling me,

• People: You never active friendster liao, sibo?
• Me: Nope, why? I only use Facebook now.
• People: You know your stead is fking hong on friendster?
• Me: No lorh, Anyhow. Why you say so?
• People: You go log in your Last Time acc &' See lah.
• Me: Huh, Okays.

Whe I first see, I thought is was a mistake.
I now, believe it wasn't.

I really got so heartbroken that I cant take it anymore ;
I burst into tears, I dont need you anymore.
I kept thinking of th past ; Which stuffs you said was true, Which aren't.
I realize, I have been a fool .
Why you can't stay Anti-Hong? ;

I really fucking hate you now. I really dont want to see you again.
Is easier to hong when you're Single. So be it.
*Laughs, Better for you , what.

I told myself, I wont believe anyone till I saw it with my own eyes ;
&' I really did,
You really break me heart ; The End .

• It took me 1year to say th word patch ;
• It took me months after releasing from girls' home to wait fr you.
• It took me th pains to see you rejecting me.

I keep thinking of th past ; Let me rewind before it turn No more.

1. Who did I know him?
-Sec 1 ; When he coming lending from me textbooks.
2. How did it all started?
-From friends, to G.Mei &'Kor, Steady on 020907-0215.
3. What memories do I have?
-He accompany me to buy stuff for my tr' day BBQ
-We stead on that day midnight.
-We went out to Causeway fr th 1st time ; He came down from SengKang.
-He gave me th first hug. * In th interchange.
-We went out th longest fr nothing to do was IMM.
-1st month, He lost his first kiss to me.
-1st month, He held my hand in th train.
-We have midnight talks everyday.
-We text everytime.
-I called him Dear &' Dar
-1st month, I went to Outram &' He to Batok.
-Things changed on th 6th month. *quarrels.
-Breaks was mentioned.
-Whenever we quarrel, He hurts himself by punching th wall.
-I will slash for no reasons.


I really was afraid of losing you but, now is no longer.
I believe thr is other girls better for you.
I told everyone how good was my boyf. ;
He cherish me like no-one's business but till yesterday.
I realize, I was being treat like a fool. ;
My boyf ask fr another girl's number.
Hongster , Who is th hong one?
I wont hong means I wont hong.
Who said this? Me ?
I did say I wont hong &' I really mean it.

But, Stop treating me like no-one fool.
I havent slept since yesterday, I not tired at all.
I used all my time thinking of th past, Thinking of you.
Th more I think, th more I felt th pain.
I really realize, you're no longer mine.

I can tell you straight on th face ;
I dontwant you this boyf anymore.
You really make me fucking hurt.
Ystd, though I was scolding you but, I was crying thr too.
You know is fucking painful to see your own boyf.
asking fr another girl's num?

• Let it be lahs, I wont want to be with you anymore.
• You alr changed to another boy I dontknow. ;
• Everybody want us to last, Including my Mammy.
• Yah, now. We wont last anymore ; Thr no more love-story.

Now we already not tgt,

1. I afraid you fall into another's hand;
2. I afraid you steading with another.
3. I afraid you seeing you hugging another.
4. I afraid you seeing you kissing another.
5. I afraid you seeing treating another better.
6. I afraid you seeing laughing away.
7. I afraid you seeing not caring fr me.
8. I afraid you seeing you wontlove me anymore.
9. I afraid you seeing you dontwant me anymore.
10. I afraid you seeing you leaving away from me.
11. I afraid of cant be hugging you anymore.
12. I afraid of cant be kissing you anymore.
13. I afraid of cant be saying ILOVEYOU anymore.
14. I afraid of cant be crying by your side.
15. I afraid of cant be yours forever.
16. I afraid of cant be in your fairytale now.

But, now all this doesn't matters anymore.
You really pierce it thru my heart ;

Labels: I no longer belongs to you.

You told me t let go; [Baby★EN stands on her own] 12:14 PM