Baby, I always wanted you ✭
✭ Sorry Readers. 2days didnt blog, Didnt have th mood.
✭Im stress-ed out this few days, Really.
Like what I say in th previous posts, Confinement days are really bored.I want t go school, I miss school.Everyone is back in school ): Im not YET.Today, I went out ;- Woke-up ard 7plus, Bath & went out.
- My tummy is alr flat, Damn happy {:
- Went t SGH-NCC accompany Mammy t bring ahmah t doctor.
- Went t eat w. Mammy
- From 8plus till 11plus. [Damn long, Right?]
- Went t Raffles hospital, My turn t see doctor.
- Everything was fine fr me.
- I text him so many times w.o his reply.
- Went home after seeing th doctor's
- Dontknow what is in fr me again. Tired man.
Dontknow what is wrong with my life sia, Im really damn shag now.Why humans are all so selfish? ; Why ?
Something I do something is out of love but why endup getting backfire?
Doing thinsgs fr someone you love is willingly ,
But did th person cherish it, is another thing..
I really very sad fr this few days, Things around me is changing.
EVERYTHING IS CHANGING, EVEN THE ONE I LOVE.
Is okay this few days really nothing t do at home.Counting down, 5 more days & I'll be back in school.I hope everything is fine.I valued your love that is priceless but did you?
>>>> This is fr you ,I dont know why you have become like this.Sometimes, Im thinking was it always my fault? It was never yours?I tried t givein as much as I could & Why are you not doing it?I know you are stress, I am too.But dont vent that on me can?Im trying my best fr everything t be the best fr you alr.Maybe im still not up t the best of best but im trying t.Everything is plain useless. I wont want it t end like this, alright?You are cold t me fr not letting me know th reason.I have t guess it out everytime, I have t pacify you though im not at fault.
I didnt grumble bout it, I only want t be by your side loving you.
I didnt have anything t say bout you, but i have alot of things t tell you.
Ton of words & pain can gushed me out.I promise you that, I wont do all sorts of things.Is promises that hold us or everything have become a gap fr us?I dont like t have that feeling I have last time.I can spend 3day sleeping late at nght just t rush out notes fr you t study.
You can not cherish it but I have put in alot of effort.
Im not claiming credits but I just want you t know that I have did all I can.
Was I always hard on you when come t studying?
I have t, even if next time Im not with you, I will want you t live well.
Been waiting for that someone for such a long time
這一場獨角戲是很寂寞
one sided love is so very lonely
春夏秋冬我的窗口
My window through Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter
只有風經過
Only the wind passes by
愛得深有多深
Love deeply yet how deep is it
我也不懂
I don’t know
你的喉我的心變得脆弱
Your throat and my heart have weakened
聽一首歌也覺得痛
I feel the pain even after listening to a song
但我誰也沒有說
But I didn’t speak of it to anyone
右邊的座位右邊的枕頭
The seat on my right, the pillow on my right
都已經空了那麼久
Have been empty for such a long time
為你守候
Waiting only for you
那是因為我已經看透
It’s all because I’ve finally understood
沒有你的愛
Without your love
這個我只是一半
I am only but one half
不哭了不笑了
Not crying, not laughing
為誰努力我也不明白
I don’t understand for whom do I work hard for
沒有人能取代
No one can take your place
一個圓的另一半
One half of a circle
我固執地等待
I stubbornly wait on
等風再把你帶回來
Waiting for the wind to bring you backI really damn pissed lah.
I can say alot of things out venting at here but sick & tired of it.
I really wish it could end it without any pain & tears.
I want t be th strong girl in the past without help.
I dont want t cry easily & suffer.
Labels: I could never be that strong anymore.
You told me t let go; [Baby★EN stands on her own] 6:26 AM
