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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Back t blogging (:

Ohmy , How long I haven been blogging ? More than a week alr .
Okay , I dont have much t say but ALOT of things have been happening .
Family , BoyF. & Even school .

Im quite stressed with him for this few days ;
We have been quarreling & yes , We have drift .
It was always my fault , isnt ?
In every couple , both also only know how t point faults .
Have they think of their own fault ? ; They'll never .

I realised you have changed alot , what can I say ?
I have already told you time & time again .
I might have walked beyond your boundaries but you did that t .
I so tired that I have mentioned break for how many times ?
What can you do if you dont study ? ;
Study might be bored , But is your future .

 Je t'aime

Is not supposed t hurt this way , I need you , I need you .
When time flews , you'll never think of those sad memories ;
But when you reached t a stage where you quarrel ;
you just blurt out everything .

I miss someone asking me where I am.
Someone who cares for me a lot.
I miss someone missing me.
Someone wanting my hugs and kisses.
I miss someon
e wanting me beside him.
Someone hugging me at night.
I miss someone who calls me "baby".
Someone who forbids me from drinking, smoking and going out.
I miss someone minding me how special I am.
Someone who makes me feel complete.
I miss being important

You said that you care , but you dint care in the way I wantd .

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh,
But you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

TODAY ;
Went t school as usual , baby went t eat first as he is hungry .
Today chemistry , Baby showed attitude t Mdm Yaw ;
Ystd she have been a bit too crude of her remarks t baby .
Actually she did offended me t but I kept quiet .
Baby doesnt like t be look down upon ,
Remarks are still remarks ; If remarks are t crude , keep it t yourself .
When a person dint voice out , please dont push t the extend .

& for those ppl I indicating ,

Apology , If im too straightforward .

WanLi & I are couple , yes we're .
& , I know my status well enough .
I might not be that mature ;
But I can say I know what are your concerns .
If you are thinking of brking us up , Is CLOSE T IMPOSSIBLE .
I know you guys have the rights t mend my report .
Even if you know stuff about us , dont need spread .
If you are thinking t let everyone know , I cant say anything ;
But just think la , if the one is your child , how you feel ?
Even if your child dont , but think bout yourself .
Words are not meant t be spout out like this .
Control what you say .
This is MY BLOG , I cant post whatever I want .

When I give you respond is cos I still respect .
Everyone have limits , dont you ?
Sometimes even you guys are in the wrong ,
You still take it as ;
YOU ARE THE T****** , THEN ?
I know you're .
Even is not the child fault , you'll apologise ?
I doubt so , just a thing t summarizes .
Mind whatever words come out from your mouth .

Went t book mark making & so on & so forth .
Reached home ard 4plus .
Went t tuition at 0715-0855 .

Dint stay till 0915 bcos of probation .

Tmr is FRIDAY already .
Im so tired .

If those who are reading my blog now ;
Read on what am I going t say .

I dont care what you guys going t say .

I have been quarreling with Baby for the past few weeks .
Indeed is never easy holding on a relationship like ours ,
I have been making a BIG FUSS whenever he did something wrong .
I gave attitude , I ignore , I heckcare , I said break .
If you think our relationship is only puppy love ,
I can say is more than that .
I might find every single thing t quarrel but I still want him .
It is just that when I felt so tired , SO TIRED that I want t give up .
He kept holding on .
I dontknow when we can be like the past , It seems so hard .

I ever had a friend , YongKang . He is married t Jessie .
They also like us ,
EVERY SINGLE DAY QUARREL . BREAK - Patch .
They got married not due t child but he proposed .
YongKang temper wasnt any good , he started t hit Jessie .
But YongKang really loved Jessie but he overdone .
Heprotected Jessie from everything in a wrong way .
In the end , they were separated .

If I can last this R/S , I was just afraid of this , Im serious .

Let me write somethings for you , Baby .

Baby , you always tell me that I never say things t you .
Is not that I never say but I only can express through words.

Slowly I'm missing you .
But still I'm trying to keep things where they should be .
So when you feel that i don't care for you,
Just try to remember that all my care for you ;
Grows in a place where no one can see

Baby ,
You know what I always wanted from you ? ;

LOVE is not just about the words but the meaning for me t you .
It's not just "you can trust me" but "I'll never make you doubt"
Not just "don't go there" but "let me go with you"
Not just "I'm sorry" but "I'll never hurt you again"
Not just "I'm here" but "I'll never leave you"
Not just "don't worry" but "I'll never give you reason too"
Not just "I love you" but "Life has no meaning without you!"

Baby , can you hear me out now ? ;

I'm not a perfect lover .
I say what's on my mind, i start fights.
I get jealous easily, i get mad always, I'm demanding.
I'm a crybaby, I'm moody.
Nut there's 3 things that i love about me..
Im yours , I truly love you, and when i chose him, it's "only him"

You told me t let go; [Baby★EN stands on her own] 6:55 AM