Today wasn't a pleasant and happy day for me ;
Rather a irritating , sickening , angry day for me .
I woke up in the morning , prepared and went t school .
In the train , I text him .Asking him if he need me t wait for him at bus-stop .He dint reply , even till 7plus am .I got so worried , text him again asking why he dint reply .
He dint response . I got so distracted in class .I couldn't concentrate ; I did tried my best t concentrate .
I went t called him , sent him alot of texts .He dint reply , I almost wantd t go out of sch but ! I dint .Everyone was helping me t find him .I was so worried till I cried out in class ; I only kept asking .
Where is he ? Will he be fine ? I scare something happened .Salman they all come talk t me , counsel me .
I still very worried . After school went out t eat ice-cream .
Back for subject contact time ;
HE FINALLY MESSAGE ME AT 02:22PM .
I got relieved but angry .I was like so concernd that
something might happened t him ;He told me , He was sick .For this , Why cant he tell me before that ?
Went home , showered then headed out t get my school shoes .
Texting him along the way ;
He said that the vibrations were irritating .I wantd t scold him , he said is irritating ?
Or he damn made me worried ? ;All those calls are only my concerns for him .
He said I dint care enough , Im doing it & this is what ?!
Came back , I really think alot , is ALOT !
Finally , I know how it feels without him for 20hours .Replying my last message ard 6plus yesterday .
I got so tired of it .
I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on.Baby , Love is like a puzzle .
When we're going fine ,
Indeed everything was fit perfectly .
But when we quarrel ,
Nothing suits us , puzzle went messy & ;
It might take time .
We even fought physically . Nothing can change the facts .
Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.
As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. Don't cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won't let you see the stars.
