This few days , alot of unpleasant things have been happening .

Yesterday , handphone spoilt . survive through [:
Got my phone today .
Alot of things happened ystd & today .
I shall not mentioned neither I have t the mood t say lah .
If things arent meant, so be it .

You think you very ZAI by asking all your BACKING come ? ;
Please, Want play backing , I anything .
But , think twice la . I dint call him cos I defend him ? ;
You dont understand , dont anyhow say la .
Please , when I need your care , where are you ?
When you say , when you need me , then ? ;
What you did t gain my care ? ; STUPID THINGS ?
come on , there are 101 ways t gain my trust .
Dont be the one always saying me . Pin-pointing me .
Yah , I might have alot of attitude , then ? ; Thats me .
You dont have ? ; how many times must you hurt then happy ?
I really tired of it , what I never care .


Today when I ask you back for the sticker , you gave .
So means what ? We end or you are prepared t give up ?
If you are , tell me .


Dont say it so loud that you cant be bothered ;
Then you tell me that is a moment of anger .
If it is , that is it , come on , I can too but did I ?
You everytime pissed me off with the hurt or scolding then ?
I used Edwin ?
Yah , I did cos you think that only you can pissed me off .





Yesterday night , I did waited for you for 15 mins on the phone .
You slept , fine . I wont do such a silly thing again .
I so tired of holding the R/S . Everything is just causing me hurt .
Giving up might be good for both of us .
I can see your improvement in studies ;
But , In terms of your attitude - you're going from bad - worst .
Somehow , I cant feel the bond anymore .
I really got damn stress up w. myself. Blame myself .
If you are that strong , Go ahead . I wont care anymore .

You said that you wont care , be a man of your words .
I'll t , I wont care since you dont want .
Means what you say .
You think w. Hilman they all then you can shout at me ? ;
Come on, you shout that out , MEAN IT . Dont just act .
& In the end come telling me that you're sorry or whatever shit .
I cant be bother by then already .




SERIOUSLY , the more I think , The more I dont want to be with you.
I want my own life .
Till now , already 09:47pm , 11March2010 .
Im still thinking what things have I not done enough , What thing ?
You tell me lah , I really dont know what I hav not done .
I think we both need time , I really need .