Today , went t school.
As usual , had all my lesson .
Chemistry didnt get what I expected ;
Went t ChoaChuKang Poly t go fr my smoking cessation ; Baby accompany me.
Went t Lot 1 awhile as I wanted t walk walk awhile .
Headed home after that , Mom, Dad & charlene went t Orchard .
I stayed at home, took care of Eyanne .

Somehow , Im damn stress .
Im going t say everything & vent everything out .

I have been facing alot of stress . Is ALOT .
I find that I cant take it & I am having suicide thoughts .

Family :
My parents' expectations .
My time for going out .
My time for using computers .
I still get scoldings .
Father scold, Mother scold .
Eyanne .

BoyF. :
Our both attitude , behavior .
His tantrums , His everything .
Quarrels .

School :
Teachers , Counselor , Friends .
`Their attitude .
`Their reports .
`Their behavior .


Myself .
I have t keep everything freaking thing in myself .
If one day , I burst out ; I confirm die .
I even dare t die now , really .
I dare t do anything now .

When one day you see my blog is dead for long ;
You should know what have happened .
Im tired .