Today , nothing much lah .
Wokeup for tuition ;
Stayed at home till 4plus , Auntie & uncle came .
Put back my blog songs (:
Went out ard 6plus t go walkwalk .
Homed ard 0815pm .
Nothing t do also . BORED .





Dont come trying t attitude me . It'll never helps .
Come testing me ? ; Come on . Just dont regret whatever things that you have been doing it t me .
I'll return t you , doubled .
I might look like a pushover t you , but I AM NEVER ONE .
If you think by showing me your attitude , got use ? ;
I can tell you it'll never .
You told me whatever stuff , have you try doing it ? ; You never .
I alr dontknow what t say about you . I know you dontknow t .
What for make the both party so terrible ? ;
Yah , Im upset inside . But was that any use ? I wish it was .


Everything will never just happen like this ,
There is always a trigger point .
Let me list out everything that have happened t us .

Maybe It was really my fault . T bring up the patch .
Though you have ask me for patch but , I contact you back .
I know we shouldn't be tgt ;
You should be like the past so nothing will happened .
Somehow , I believe there were a lot of obstacles for us .
IS REALLY A LOT . !

1. When we started , you get t know something that you'll nvr want t know.
   
   
2. Someone told me bout you taking other girls number .
   When I knew that , I have lost trust in you .
   You seems so unfaithful .
   
   
3. Vincent broke us apart . He told lies .
   
   
4. You went t LiTing that side , saying you wantd t help her .
   It brought me back t Pearlyn .
   I felt so betrayed . I want t break w. you .
   By that time , I felt so tired , you know ? I know you're t .
   
   
   
   
   
   
5. We patch for less than 2months , so much things happened.
   Girls , Boys & Even Friends .
   
   
6. Charyl came into the picture , You went w her again . How many times you betray me time & time again ? 3rd time .
   I gave alot of attitude , you hold me back ;
   But , I was thinking & thinking ;
   When you did all those stuffs , Have you think of me & my feelings ?
   
   
7. Our school friends, you said that you get jealous t .
   I tried not t be w. them , time & time again , they came . NOT ME .
   
   
8. Now , Another guy , Edwin breaking us up again .
   But , this time , dont you feel that you are overboard ?
   I know you want t protect me ,
   But whatever you said ? ;
   Was that t solve the problem or make me more hurt ?
   You care for me ? ; What you did t gain my attention ?
   Can you think sensibly ?
   You always said that , I always say what I think BUT , Have you ever tell me how you feel & think ? You never .
   You expect me t guess ? ; Sorry , I cant neither I would want .
   I kept quiet , I was waiting for you t care & tell me , Did you ?
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   I Dedicate this for you ;
   
   

Yesterday was gone
Today i'm waiting your final decision
Another day i wish and wish upon the star I was wishing t see the past you , once again But my wish is still undone.
You told me that You really love me
But i'm just laughing back I didn't took your words seriously.

One day You sent me this msg:

Baby, whatever happens , you must takecare of yourself. You will always the one in my heart. You're my first & also my last. You said when you made a name for yourself , You'll marry me .




If one day I decide to lose you
It's not the reason that I don't love you anymore
I still love you as much, but . You were no longer the person who said all those things t me.


You know how long we are in love?
20 years is enough to wait
So many nights and so many days
We spent together
Through calling and texting
But , everything is failing you & me . I'm tired of giving in & loving you already .


Waiting your presence to shine Hoping our love to fulfill
But oh love everything is decline.
Cause you can never be the one in the past alr . And i know our love can never be t .
Farewell to our virtual love game
So stop it now And don't wait for me Cause it's always the same.

My last words for you, just be happy
And enjoy your life everday.
If you're feeling sad
Just remember me
I'm still here loving you baby!
Can you still fulfill your promise t me once again ? ;
I was hoping you t be back like the past ,
Always loving me , giving in t me . I know you shouted at me before , that "You're no longer that person"


When we quarrel , you told me Sorry though I was at fault . You said you'll love me forever .
Why cant you just be like the past , I need you care more, you know ?
I have tried giving you care but you kept giving me violence , what else ?

You told me t let go; [Baby★EN stands on her own] 4:52 AM